Where are you God

Its the question we all have when we feel like we are drowning in our circumstances. This morning I was just asking God to keep Jon and I head above the water in a couple things going on, nothing major. Wow did He show me his Love in the most ironic ways today. I went to the grocery store because i haven't been there in like a month, so you can see how much i had to purchase. After unloading all the bags, cleaning supply spilling in one of them over on to the apples. A fireman walk by and said can I take your buggy for you!!! Yes you may :).  Didn't think much about it until I got home and started unloading the 5,000 bags ok a little exadderating there. There is and Atmos guy shutting someone gas off, as I am walking up with my second load of bags, Mamm can I get your door for you!! Yes you may.. Finished unloading and had the waters paper towels and TP. He was getting in his truck to leave got out and said I can get those water for you. I said no, but thank you. He said can I at least get your door again if you don't mind!! I don't mind if you do.

When God sends His Love it may not be in the form of our need, but he will always rescue us in the perfect time not a minute late! He showed me today that He has our back in all things just trust in Him and don't let fear cripple you....

It's about the "U"

It's not about what others think. It's about U!!! While attending a Just Fab~U~lous event you will learn to be the best U you can be through creativity, confidence and character!

Get creative with what you have been given. Learn how to do your hair and makeup in a way that embraces you!!! Learn to dress hot, not hoochy!!!! Stop trying to be something you're not.

Stop trying to be some version of "perfect" you think you should be and learn how to be THE PERFECT God made you to be!!! Your confidence will come when you believe God made you just the way he wanted to. When you believe that, a peace like no other will come over you.

Once you have that down and want to begin to live life to the fullest, you have to get your character in check! In the middle of the word Character is act, so get to act-n-right. Line up with our owners manual for this life... the BIBLE!!

lets run this mother(earth)!

REBEL: an individual who resists authority or control.

Let's resist control!! Girls, let's start a REBEL-lution!!

We are being controlled like puppets by Hollywood. We don't even know it because the strings are invisible. We are being jerked around by the music that we listen to. We love these songs so we watch the award show to see if our favorite got picked. Then the opener of the show is like we just went to a strip club. We become desensitized on the things we put into ourselves. We act on these things because we justify everyone is doing it. Which is a legit justification, but what I am telling you is...LET'S CUT THE STRINGS AND MAKE OUR OWN RULES! Let's become leaders of our schools and workplace, and if you end up where you shouldn't be, LEAVE! Who cares what the people around you think of you. One day they're going to regret all their terrible choices. They will realize you were a genius and that they were too blinded to see it. You never know, there may be many people waiting for you to stand up - be bold. Being a rebel today is not doing bad things, that's what everyone is doing. If you want to be a REBEL, then start a REBEL-lution.
BE RED HOT FOR JESUS!!!!

God is NOT a Genie in a Bottle baby!!!

  Dear God why do I put you on the shelf until life gets ruff or I get desperate for a miracle? When life gets rocky I get my little bottle and call on you like a Genie and every time you are faithful with your presents. Then when you fix the situation I'm in, I put you back on your shelf and forget of your greatness. 

I have been so guilty of this and i am sharing it with you because i believe all of us has shelf God before, I don't want to do this anymore to the King of Kings, Lord of Lord want to share his Love with me and you....all of the time....

 Don't let God sit on that shelf until you are desperate and you have tried everything else there is and its not working and then resort to him. Then when you do call upon his name you feel so guilty you don't even think you are worthy of his Love. Lets be geared up and ready for whatever life throws at us and Lets have God off the shelf and right beside us so when the enemy attacks we don't have to go searching for him we are confident he is right there.

HelpMe

I am so excited about this Journey God has called me on, but I am in need of prayer from my Just Fab~U~ous supporters. That He will give me a clear and sound mind to direct this ministry the way He wants it to come about. He will show me the people in my path that he has put there just for me to use to accomplish His greatness! I know i can not do this with my own strengh and I know thats when God will show up and do the part I can not do!! So thankful for my friends and Family who have help me with many decisions!!! Septembers Event the kick off of Just Fab~U~lous will be here so soon and lives are going to be changed for ever!!!!!!!! Amen!!!!!!!!

Mercy in disguise

Laura Story: Blessings
www.laurastorymusic.com

Lyrics:
We pray for blessings
We pray for peace
Comfort for family, protection while we sleep
We pray for healing, for prosperity
We pray for Your mighty hand to ease our suffering
All the while, You hear each spoken need
Yet love is way too much to give us lesser things

'Cause what if your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears
What if a thousand sleepless nights are what it takes to know You're near
What if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise

We pray for wisdom
Your voice to hear
We cry in anger when we cannot feel You near
We doubt your goodness, we doubt your love
As if every promise from Your Word is not enough
All the while, You hear each desperate plea
As long as we have faith to believe

When friends betray us
When darkness seems to win
We know that pain reminds this heart
That this is not our home

What if my greatest disappointments
Or the aching of this life
Is the revealing of a greater thirst this world can't satisfy
What if trials of this life
The rain, the storms, the hardest nights
Are your mercies in disguise

Laura Story : Blessings

The Blinking Light

The One Blinking Light we had in Small Town Arkansas growing up was on the intersection of the one grocery store and one restaurant everyone knows you name. The older men on the bench in front of the grocery store knew all the latest gossip and was ready to share it. Just up the street the Trojans played there only sport and that was BasketBall (track and baseball was around then but not as popular). The cheering of the bleachers was very loud happiness was all around. There was an underlying darkness that roamed around seeking whom he may devour. He looked for anyone that would fall in to his trap of lies. He's lies looked very Sexy Very appealing at first, but they aways lead you to the darkness. The things you get involved in would dim you light a little at a time so you wouldn't be aware at powerful they can become. As you light grow very faint you get accustom to the darkness and the things that seemed bad to you before you begin to accept as norm. Lets puff on our parents cigarettes, end up smoking for 60 years and getting cancer and ugly wrinkles. What a little drinking that seemed fun at that party trying to be cool, ended as you being an alcoholic and can't stop at one drink. That Boyfriend that lead you to sex for the first time that didn't even end up giving you the love that you had hope, leads to using your body for drugs. You get the point, the people who are pressuring you into to doing the things you know to be wrong, won't even be there when your world becomes so dark from all the sin that you see no way out but to end your life. Be wise make choices today that you will be happy with tomorrow.

You have been Remade

There's a girl in the corner
With tear stains on her eyes
From the places she's wandered
And the shame she can't hide

She says, "How did I get here?
I'm not who I once was.
And I'm crippled by the fear
That I've fallen too far to love"

But don't you know who you are,
What's been done for you?

Yeah don't you know who you are?
You are more than the choices that you've made,
You are more than the sum of your past mistakes,
You are more than the problems you create,
You've been remade.

2 Corinthians 5:17 What this means is that those who become Christians become new persons.They are not the same anymore, for the old life is gone. A new life has begun.

Well she tries to believe it
That she's been given new life
But she can't shake the feeling
That it's not true tonight

But don't you know who's you are?
Jeremiah 1:5 " I knew you before I(The Lord Almighty God) formed you in your mother's Womb....

'Cause this is not about what you've done,
But what's been done for you.
This is not about where you've been,
But where your brokenness brings you to

This is not about what you feel,
But what He felt to forgive you,
And what He felt to make you loved.

Isaiah 1:18 "come now, let us argue this out," Says the Lord. "No matter how deep the stain of your sins, I can remove it. I can make you as clean as freshly fallen snow. Even if you are stained as red as crimson. I can make you as white as wool."

Don't Quit

This week I have put my Story down on Paper and sent it out to 5 of the most wisest Women I know. I am wanting to take the best parts of my Testimony and perfect it for these Young girls. I never want Glorify my terrible choices I have made, but I do want to show the Miracles God can do in there life if they just turn it all over to Him. It doesn't matter how away you are from God he is just a prayer away from you. As I was reliving some of the things I remember getting clean off Meth and half way through the most terrible week of detoxing. I wanted to Quit, but God had other plans for me. Jana Ray from the Local Church in Kirby Ar brought me a Journal and a bottle of lotion (the lotion has no meaning other than i can still smell the scent sometimes) But the Journal said:

*DON'T QUIT*
Don't quit when the tide is lowest,
For it's just about to turn;
Don't quit over doubts and questions,
For there's something you may learn.

Don't quit when the night is darkest,
For it's just a while 'till dawn;
Don't quit when your've run the farthest,
For the race is almost won.

Don't quit when the hill is steepest,
For your goal is almost nigh;
Don't quit, for you're not a failure
Until you fail to try.
-Jill Wolf

So when I read this there was no way I was about to quit because I knew things were going to get better if I just kept pressing through. As History shows itself, Things most surely got better after that week but there were many times I got to the quitting mark, but something keep driving me in the right direction, Now looking back Gods hand was all over my life for a year and half after I got clean, he was drawing to my salvation moment when I surrendered it ALL over to Him and never looked back...

If he is drawing you to him I promise you won't regret following His direction for your life.

The Introduction!!!

I was 23 when my life changed so dramatically. I got saved and started studying the word of God and had a call on my life to share the truth with girls who have a colorful past like mine. So for 6 years I had no clue what it was going to look like. For the last 2 years I have just waited on Him to show me what the next step was. At His perfect timing, God gave me the exact direction to go in on Feb. 18th 2011. Conferences for young girls in small towns all around. So in one month God has opened up doors that I never even could have imagined. Looking like the first Event will be in September, and will consist of a Fashion Show, Hip hop routine, skit, worship music, My Story, and then afterwards turn it in to one big Dance party with a DJ, Juice bar, and LOTS OF FUN!!! My one purpose in this Event for small town youth girls is to show them that just because you are a Christian you do not have to be boring and lose your uniqueness. It's quite the opposite. You can have more confidence in yourself to embrace who you are because you will have an understanding that God created you to be you...